Low Self-Esteem and Me

By Eric Siew
August 22, 2020

Face ain't handsome.

No sexy body either.

My self-esteem was very low.

I've got no confidence when I was younger. Had tons of pimples. Squeezing the tits on my face was my favourite past time. Zits just love me.

I've been called many names. "Char siew bao" (pork bun), "sei ngan jai" (four eyes), pot-holed face, moon crater, etc. These names were just, awesome. Multiple blows to the balls.

I was very self-conscious.

Didn't like how I looked. I minimized eye contacts when others spoke to me.

However, things took a turn when I met my wife.

She looked past my insecurities. The issues which I was so concerned, none mattered to her. She saw me for who I was. I was too focused on the negatives.

Since then, I got my mojo back. I found out what I was good at. The ability to write cock was one of them. As for the bad stuff, I gave them to my friend, Jamban.

It struck me, hard. I didn't need a pretty face or bulky muscles to get one's attention. Be it in life or social media. All I ever needed was confidence in myself and my abilities.

We have hidden talents.

It makes a difference in how we feel about ourselves. Not what others think about us.

It's time we move forward and be better.

So, what's your best-hidden skill?

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